My feelings

I don’t know how I feel. Am I sad or am I happy? I know that I am very confused. Sometimes I am so happy but other only I wanna cry and cry.

Yesterday I was in my bedroom and I started to cry. I didn’t know why only I wanted to cry and I cried.

The day before yesterday, I was in the pool and I felt happy. I was laughing and smiling with my friends. I had a great time. When I am with my friends, I am always happy. Sometimes when I am with them, I feel like I miss them. Next year I’ll miss them so much.

The problem arrives when I am alone. I start to think in a lot of things which happened last year. I remember my friends, my teachers and I remember her. Then I start to think in how much I am going to miss them and my tears fall across my cheeks.

I’m tired of cry. I don’t cry for bad moments, I cry for good moments. They make me feel sad because I know that I never could recover them and that is what makes me cry.

Someday I’ll forget all and I feel happy again, but now I’m happy too because I have the best memories of my life.

My question is: What are my feelings? Am I happy or sad?

The answer is easy, I cry, yes but I cry of happiness.